This should be fun.

Hello, internet! This week has been... incredible, for the most part. Out of four days of school, I went to one. I was sick all week until Thursday, but Thursday we didn't have school because my district is run by morons. I don't know what I had, but my mom says that she's almost sure that I had swine flu. I mean, my mom's no doctor or anything, but she knows her crap (mostly), and so when my grandchildren ask me about the swine flu epidemic, I will gladly tell them that I am a survivor of the swine flu.

First of all, I'd like to tell you that I LOVE Youtube, more than the average person. What I watch on Youtube isn't 'Charlie the unicorn', or 'Charlie bit my finger' (OKAY, does anyone else notice an abundance of Charlie's on the internet? Weird.). And that's as much explanation as I'm going to put in to this.

I bring this up for a reason, I swear. Because of Youtube, I realize that I have NO direction in life. Absolutely none. One of my teachers tells me that living without a goal for the rest of your life will ultimately lead to failure. Okay, that's not exactly what he said, but that's what he meant, in a nutshell. I just wish I would wake up one day and just know what to do. I like music. I like playing the trumpet. But I'm not anywhere near the level I need to be at to have a successful music career, and when I really think about it, is that what I'd want to do? No, I don't really think it is. But what else is there? I want to do something... Big. Interesting. Something that makes me want to wake up every morning to go to work. Something that I can do for the rest of my life.

And what really scares me about the whole thing is that, eventually... I will have to decide. And that terrifies me. Every year that goes by gets me closer to that. Here's what I know I want to do, for sure:
Move. I have recently been inspired to go to Europe. But that's probably just a childish dream. I feel like that's the first step of my ultimate life journey. I mean, here in Casper, Wyoming, nothing is going to happen for me. I know that.

And that's all I have so far. But there has to be something for me to do, right? And I'm never going to find it by writing incredibly long blogs. (OH, look at that tie-in.)

Bye, ya'll!